You said you had enough with me? You said you want a girl who can cheer you up and who can rely on?? When i fight with you, you said all that bullshits.. But when we are not fighting, you said you don't want to leave me ?? Im so special .. Im not like anyone else?? Where's all your promises gone too?? I kept my promises .. But do you?? You don't know what i'm facing right now .. You didn't even listen to me .. But i must listen to you .. It's Unfair .. You told me to study, & I did .. Whenever i told you to do something and you promised me .. End up, you didnt fullfill it? It's fucking hurting me you know that ? You don't even tried to understands me? You hurt me alot since we know each other, i give you alot of chances .. But still you do it again .. I been patients and more patients .. Look what you have done?? I'm sick and tired of crying in my bed everynight ..
Before i gave you a chance to love me, I told you to promised me something .. & you said that will never happened? & What happened now? What happened you tell meee !! I'm dissapointed with you .. I trust you .. End Up?? Haishh. I never told my friend anything about us, i never told them we fight .. I told nothing at all .. But you told them, not me .. You promised me not to tell anyone .. But than?
Zaf, Hope you know i felt .. you said your trying to understand .. but your not even abit of understands me you know that? You said i cause all the fights .. than why you bother talking to me than? Tkpelaaa, Im just pouring alittle of my feelings here..
i cant take it anymore thats all, cause i cant tell my friends..
:'( 090209??
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