Went back home around 1plus yesterday.. From faidhi chalet.. i stayed there for 3 days. Thank god , it was an enjoyable chalet i tell you.. i really enjoyed myself.. met new friends.. thats tina and aqai and other guys.. friendly. bobal2 with them. Thanks to Faidhi, zul and ajib for taking care of me when im drunk.. thanks for the drink faidhi.. kau lah sedare yang aku akan ingat buat selamanya.. love yah cousin ! slepttill 9pm yesterday.. so fucking tired.. didnt get enough sleep since monday.. alittle sleep with ajib was fun. hahaha. thanks eh tepoktepok me for the night.. sampai hayal di buat nye.thanks for making me cozy.. best uh sleep with u.hahaha.cheychey(: just friens! tkdelaahhh. and faris..tkyahhh nk nyanyikan nak tambahtambah buat aku tido. hahaha. sorry to arthur cause he lost his ipod. whose that fucking idiot stole ur ipod comferm kena wack kuatkuat punyaaa.. and for the first time, bro went clubbing.. without telling mummy.. and yeah,he already knew i smoke. he allowed and he said he promise not to tell mom. so, i never tell mom about what happened on the tuesday night (: just for the sake ofsiblings love haha. mom called , merayu2 untuk balik on the wednesday night. but i refused to.. cause i was enjoying my time with faidhi's friends.. sorry mom. she's sick. and yeah, as a promised i said i gonna take care of her.. i gonna start praying for her for the better.i dont want to loose her. she's my everything even though she scold me.. marah tanda sayang.betol tak.. hmm, im scared because of her stomach result. the doctor said if that think stills grows after 3months. they must operate it as soon as possible.. hopefully that stupid thing will gone within anytime now.. i need her, to support me with everything.. dad always went home late. i had no one to share my problems with.. kasih sayang ibu dari ayah laen.love from dad is so much different from mom.. i love you mommy, alot. :')
loveeyouu ! 
Erfan called me yesterday he told me he missed me, and he really2 wished to be back together again. sudenly when we were talking , we both cried. aww ): sedihhh. i told him. niat nak kembali lagi mmg nak. cinta i pade you dah tkde lagi. it vanised damn fast. haish. he said deep inside me he know that i still love him. err, i guess? he still playing around my mind.. damn. what should i do now?
