I don't know whether im in wrong or not ..
Deeply i felt so hurt, i dont want you to say
that im hurt because of you .. i just hurt myself more
because of you.. my feelings for you is not like
i used to love you more and more.. its just getting
lesser.. i dont hate you, still i still love you..i used to love
you tons and tons.. but not anymore.. its like, when
im lonely im searching for you.. but when someone
accompanied me.. i dont search for you, but my mind
still thinking about you.. and sometimes, i dont believe
you love.. your words of 'iloveyou' means just nothing.
you dont just said it from your heart right?

Its just happened when we fought through out that time..
and im finding all your mistakes now. yes i know that,
but when your in the wrong it seems sometimes you wont
admit. or you just forget about it.. you dont even care.
Like today example, i got the feeling your already wake
up. but you didnt even text ed me.. so i used mom's hp to
msg you. you replied with a sudden flash.. i dont mind
you making friends, i didnt even scold you when any
girls msg you. come on, your making friends with some
one that you didnt even know? a stranger i mean?
And you give me all the shit reason. wtf is that..
i dont know what you want. what you need from me.
your words just hurting people more and more.. i dont
trust you from now on. if you said anything. i will just
listen.. and FYI , im not trying to break with u up for
god sack!i still dont want to loose you. like i said i
still love you.i dont want to waist our 1month plus
gone through together just like that.