First Of All ,
ilovemybaby, muhammad erfan bin zakariah.
so so so muchh much much ! (:
Baby birthday is just tomorrow.. i hope i can make
it.. i don't want to make him disappointed.. talk to dad
and mom about it.. so i guess i can.. Dad said 'if you
do it again.. that's it., better remember your promises'
well, i been very very bad..
they gave me allot of chances and still i do it again
and mom about it.. so i guess i can.. Dad said 'if you
do it again.. that's it., better remember your promises'
well, i been very very bad..
they gave me allot of chances and still i do it again
how bad am i?! huh!!): i just cant change myself
to be good. i don't know why.. i guess I'm not strong
enough? i don't have any supports? well, cause baby
not the type of person who controls.. i have allot of
freedom when I'm with him.. one thing its good.
The other thing, its not..
Baby told me to stop smoking.
but actually I'm not.. after 1 week i stop but today,
when i went out with my babes, dee and nana.. i started
smoking again.. i think twice.. but i cant hold myself..
rolling with nana.. end up i smoke total of 3 sticks..
baby gonna be sad ! i know.. his at jb.. and I'm scared
baby gonna be sad ! i know.. his at jb.. and I'm scared
to tell him.. argh, I'm sorry !!
i bought him something
and i think its a common thing. that's what my friends said
i wish i have a thousand dollars could buy him something
i wish i have a thousand dollars could buy him something
better. shy bodoh want to give him that present. dad
said its OK, its nice.. but i don't think so.. fuck sia. confirm
he hate it. he wont use it. cb . kanina !):
and yeah, talked to b mom when his otw to jb. i think
i bobal mcm kurang ajar. sorry mummy! comferm she said
bad things about me kan? comferm nyer. stress siol.
Well, im preety tired now.. Finding my green baju
kurong for us.. end up i found one. it cost $166..
mom's kinda mad.. cause its expensive.. mom said i should
just get a normal baju kurong for me and erfan. but with my
masam face i said no. uh please lah, i want to look preety
when i go out raya with my friends. haha. the baju only
preety not me ok. get that right. (: Met chulo at geylang.
and mom is so kecoh. she's like telling the whole world
that im with erfan-_- . but good lahh. hahaha. i love you
mommy !
& yeah, going geylang AGAIN tomorrow to find baby
baju kurong.. gosh. i hate going there. its my third time going
there.. dahlah panas. badan2 bau busok. hahaha.
k. i love my bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb ;D
